Wow, so my boss is off this week and I'm planning to expose him for the lazy d$@#!$s he is. He is the most condescensing a$@#!$e I have ever met. Who says "Good night kids" when they leave the office? Its 2010 and he stills refers to the female workers [some as old as 50] as "girls". Anyway, of course he has me check or do his work for him and I really feel like doing him in. I plan to leave this job in the next month anyway. Payback is a b$@#h looser!

I am extremely pissed at my History teacher, Miss Dumbellina, because I feel she's so dumb. Yesterday's class was BORING enough without her having to say that Napoleon was a tyrant. Every French national knows that Napoleon was a hero and that though he did crown himself as Emperor, he DID it because it was an act of defiance against the Pope. f$@k, doesn't she know that liberty, equality and fraternity started in France? Today, there she goes again criticizing France for the Burka ban.. doesn't she realize that women have always had equal rights under the French republic and that the feminine movement started in France? Being a French girl, I feel that foreign history teachers who have no idea what they're saying have NO right at all to teach French History! Thus, I had to tell her to her face that she was so wrong about her facts. Of course, I could have said it in a nice way, but I certainly had to remind her that though she was the teacher, I was THE French girl! Comment stupide!!! Enseignant muet!! .. s$@t and now here I am wondering why the Principal insists that I had NO right to scream at THAT dummie??? Sure, I may be suffering from what these people call "culture shock" but what do I expect from people who THINK that Starbucks is the best coffee place? Is there even such a thing as "culture shock" or is it another of their excuses for being so dumb. It's awfully difficult being French which makes me wonder why I am even studying in this foreign school and listening to this stupid teacher and principal! Perhaps I should go back to Paris and leave this school. I do not comprehend these people at all! It's tough being in a foreign school where people seem so smug, yet so apparently shallow!

I share my College dorm room with Shelly and she's beginning to ANNOY me! Last week, she read The Secret and started her visualization exercises. It sounds so weird. She keeps repeating "I am wealthy, happy and wise" for at least a thousand times a day, romping up and down her bed and acting exceedingly happy like she was on some "happy pill". Of course, I am SURE that Shelly doesn't take drugs.. but she's "BIG" when it comes to her visualization thingy.. thinks that everything she says and imagines will soon come true. I woke up today and saw a bunch of pictures and magazine cut outs on our wall.Some of them look like the best mansions in the world and there were also pictures of the most handsome boys that she claims "would be hers" soon.. then we've got lotsa money pictures and flashy cars.. so our room looks kinda weird. With all these pictures on OUR wall, I find it difficult to read and study without having to LOOK at them and it bothers my concentration. I am all for respecting what she believes IF it doesn't have to involve OUR "space". Sure, I may believe in positive thinking and all that jazzy new age stuff but I like my walls to be free of any distracting clutter. This afternoon, I am going to have to tell Shelly in a NICE way that she would have to remove her visualization pictures all over the room. I wonder what's a nice way of telling her though?

I thought that Robert would ask me to be his prom partner but the prom is due two weeks from today and he hasn't said anything about it. He did tell me a month ago that if I lose those extra ten pounds, I would SURE be his prom partner. Heck, I've lost 15 pounds on the Atkins diet in a month and he still doesn't seem to notice.. is he blind or something??!!! I now have a perfect figure of 36-23-36 and he still hasn't mentioned the prom. Today, Edward asked me to be his "prom date" and added, that i'm the most beautiful girl in the school. I was so STUPID and told him, " But I am going with Robert.." Now, I want to be sure that I have SOMEONE, even if it isn't Robert -- so like -- Edward would do as long as I have my own prom partner. Today I sent Robert a text message saying, "Remember the prom promise?" NO REPLY! DAMN HIM! Should I wait for his reply? If I do that he may have another partner BUT if I get back to Edward, he'd ask me something like. "I thought you were going with Robert?". What should I do and is it even important to make damn sure that I have a prom partner? Why do I even need a guy to take me to the prom? This is TOTALLY driving me crazy!

I have always been a quiet guy. My friends say that I think too much but I like to think that I just consider things more than they do and don’t act until I have looked at the situation from all angles. I work in the city for a graphics business. I really love what I do and am very good at it. I took graphic design in school and was tops in my class. There’s this new girl they just hired right out of high school. I heard she is the daughter of one of the managers. My boss teamed me up with her to show her how everything is done here. When I first met her I thought she was kind of stuck up and a know it all. She tried to tell me what I’m doing. I had to tell her that I have worked here for 6 years and I know what’s what. Anyway we are both working on this project for a big automotive company. I always make sure my presentations are on the money and includes all the specifications that the client wants. She is suppose to be touching up some of my designs on the computer after I have laided out the initial design. Just some small stuff to get her feet wet but still show her how things are done. I don’t like working with her because she keeps making all these comments about everybody that comes through the department. Like she thinks that outfit that women has on makes her look like a hooker or that man looks like a rapist. Just crazy stuff like that. I don’t like a lot of chatter and this girl is about to drive me crazy. I know she is young and inexperienced but she acts like a spoiled brat. Anyway when I loaded my latest design on the computer I saw that she had put her name in as the designer making it her drawing. I want to believe that it was a mistake but I think she did it on purpose. I don’t want to say anything until I am sure but I think she is trying to take credit for my work.